Sunday, April 28, 2013

Day 28 The last yoga session

Day 28......

Yesterday was the last yoga session with my Rockstars at Dragonfly.  It was an awesome class and Katie pampered us with cool, lavender scented towels and peppermint foot spray at the end.  It was an amazing end to an amazing class and amazing journey.  I now want peppermint foot spray for every savasana!!!

I was gone ALL day yesterday....went on a run, had dance team and bow making most of the morning, yoga, shopped for birthday gifts, went to a birthday party.  Oh, and we cleaned out the garage.  We decided to go out to eat and the place we wanted to go was full, so we ended up at Pasqual's, a Mexican place.  Now, most Mexican places have some meals with no tortillas, but the ONLY thing at Pasqual's that I could eat was fajitas with no beans, rice, or tortillas.  They were actually very good and I am still feeling full!

But I was almost angry that I couldn't have a margarita.  I really, REALLY wanted a margarita!  It was a fairly warm day yesterday, Pasqual's has awesome margaritas, and the fact that I couldn't have one made me want one even more.

The tortillas, beans, rice, sour cream, and cheese didn't tempt me at all.  I haven't missed those foods this month.  And instead of feeling overly full and bloated after my meal last night, I felt comfortably full and good.

As I see the end coming, I feel almost afraid; I won't have the cover of the group or the excuse of the challenge to keep on the program, and I hope I make good decisions.  I'm determined to keep it up - I hope I can stay strong!!




Saturday, April 27, 2013

Day 27 Is this the end?

Day 27  Only 3 days to go

I cannot believe how quickly these 27 days have flown by.  Yes, it's almost the end of the challenge, but really the beginning of something else.

First, new lesson learned this week; nuts are hard on  my digestion.  Katie challenged us this week to not eat nuts and limit fruit to one meal.  I accepted that challenge and it was going great until yesterday. I had not eaten breakfast yet as I was going to run and as I was getting dressed, my phone rang.  A friend had locked her keys in her car and was asking if I could get her spare set from her house and bring them to her in Cottage Grove, about 30 minutes from here.  Of course, if I can do something for someone, I'm going to do it, so I changed and got ready to leave.  But I was super hungry and knew that it would be a while before I could eat and I didn't have time to properly prepare something, so I grabbed a banana, slathered it with almond butter, and ran out the door.

I got home and was still hungry and didn't have time to run because I was meeting a friend for a yoga class downtown and then having lunch, so I ate some more nuts with some fruit.  Actually, I ate quite a few nuts.  And then I paid for it all day!!!  My stomach was churning and gurgling and making noises and giving me all kinds of discomfort.  So now I know that I must really limit the nuts.

But I never would have known that had Katie not offered that challenge and I hadn't tried.

Another lesson learned this month is that the grains and dairy I was eating before was leaving me bloated most of the time and having some severe digestion issues.  This new way of eating always gives me energy and leaves me feeling full, but not overly full and bloated and sleepy.

Even though the challenge is ending, it will NOT be the end of a healthy way of eating and my new relationship with food.  This is just the beginning....the beginning of many days of feeling healthy and fit and having the energy to do all of the things I want to do as I enter this new stage of my life.

PS - Oh, another thing - I ran into a friend I hadn't seen in a long time yesterday at a yoga class.  She said to me, "Wow, you look so fit!"  That was the best compliment I have ever received!!!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Day 25

Day 25 - And the sun continues to shine

Thankfully the sun is out again today and is supposed to continue to shine for the next several days!  It feels as if we all got pardoned and can finally relax.

One lesson I've learned this past month is that the weather has a real affect on my hunger and what I want to eat.  It's been a TERRIBLE month as far as weather goes - so cold and cloudy and rainy.  On the few sunny and warm days that we have had, I haven't been all that hungry or had many food cravings.  On those nasty days, I want to curl up on the couch with food, and I'm not talking about fish and vegetables.

This week I have noticed that I am sleeping less, but sleeping better.  I have been up before my alarm every day and going to bed at pretty much the same time.  I'm not tired at all during the day, and I have tons of energy that I didn't have before.  Last weekend, I noticed that I was waking up much earlier than usual and wasn't feeling like I needed that Sunday nap.

But the best, most fantastic, exciting event of the month happened yesterday when I got dressed for work....I was able to get into a pair of jeans I couldn't wear when the month started.  A smaller size.  And they weren't tight!  Yes, in just 25 days, my body has changed that much.

There are only 5 days left of this challenge and I'm already looking ahead to what my eating habits will be on May 1.  The annual health risk assessment for the insurance at my husband's company is May 17, so I am sticking with the program completely until then, just to see what the changes have been.  After that, I don't know.  I'm feeling so good that I want to keep a majority of the new habits, but I will probably have non-Whole30 treat or meal every now and then.  It's going to happen.  But I'm hoping this month has taught me that I can feel amazing just by making good food choices and that I can get right back on board.

Now, to enjoy that sunshine.....

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Day 23 - Only one week left!

This is it....the LAST WEEK!!!  Did we really come this far, fellow Rockstars?

Today was a tough day....I'm not gonna lie.  First, it's freezing!  It's like a day in November instead of the end of April.  It's been cloudy, windy, rainy, and in the 30's today and that was very hard to endure after the beautiful sun and 65 yesterday.  Second, I had to chaperon a field trip to the Aldo Leopold Nature Center with all of the third grade at my daughter's school, which included being outside in this cold and riding a bus with all 66 third graders.  I also helped in Lily's class this morning, did laundry, cleaned the kitchen, did a Spinning class at 5:30 this morning, and worked.  I'm exhausted.

And I was HUNGRY this afternoon!  I may turn orange from all of the carrots I have eaten.

So, the lesson for today is that I need to eat more slowly.  Usually, this isn't really a problem for me, but I had to eat my breakfast really quickly to get my girl to school on time and after my class and shower, and then we had very little time to eat after the field trip.  I felt like I didn't even taste anything and it was just unpleasant.  It actually made me kind of angry!

Also, the importance of early week preparation really hit home.  I was so busy that I didn't have much time to cook today, but that was OK because I had a pot of chili in the fridge that I made up on Sunday.  All I had to do was heat it up and dinner was ready!!!  Yay for being prepared!!

This was some really delicious, filling chili and perfect for this raw, cold day.  It is made with ground lamb, so the flavor is very different, but really warming.  I found it on the Foodee Project website, but it's from a site called The Paleo Periodical.  If you are looking for something different, give it a try!!
http://paleoperiodical.com/2013/01/08/recipe-lamb-and-olive-chili/

One week from tomorrow, I'm going to have a glass of wine.  Just one, and then that is it for a while, but I really want one perfect, glorious, delicious glass of red wine!

Monday, April 22, 2013

Day 22 - The Home Stretch

Here it is....Day 22.  We are in the home stretch of this challenge, kids.

Only eight days left.  And Miss Katie, our ever optimistic leader, has issued yet a challenge within this challenge; no nuts for the rest of our time and fruit only with breakfast.  The gauntlet has been thrown and I am up to the task!!!

I will admit to probably eating too many nuts, and maybe too much fruit.  I tried to keep my fruit consumption down to just twice a day and only with a protein, but I wasn't always diligent about it.  I made it through yesterday, and I only have 8 more days to go, so I KNOW I can do this.

Nuts and fruit are not bad and are totally allowed on Whole30.  The problem is that nuts are high in fat and are difficult on the digestive system for some of us.  Fruit is wonderful with many of the vitamins we need and lots of fiber.  The problem with fruit is that it has A LOT of sugar.  It's natural sugar, but sugar nonetheless and can cause a spike in our blood sugar.  Psychologically, it can become a crutch and takes the place of our something sweet in the afternoon or the sweet snacks we turn to.  Giving up the nuts and fruit for even a short period of time can help us to reset our needs and learn to cope with our stress, boredom, or "sweet fix" in a different way.

I made this awesome dinner last night and it was so easy!!!  I found this recipe for One Pot Mustard and Lemon Chicken with Carrots on The Foodee Project from Crankin' The Kitchen.  (http://crankingkitchen.wordpress.com/2013/01/10/one-pot-mustard-and-lemon-chicken/)  I steamed some asparagus to go with it and it was a huge hit with the family!  There is quite a bit left over for us to enjoy for lunch or our leftover night on Thursdays.

The sun is out, it's not raining, and it's above 40 for a change, so I'm biking to yoga and then going for a short, 3 mile run when I get home.  The weather looks to be pretty nice this week which means I will actually be able to run outside!  I may be ready for that half marathon next month after all....

Friday, April 19, 2013

Day 19 - And it snows....

Day 19  And it snows......

Seriously, could I have picked a WORSE month to do this challenge?  I'm so depressed by this weather and I can't turn to my usual suspects to get me through.  (Um, that would be wine and chocolate.)

OK, after reading that, I guess this is the BEST month to do this because now I have to find new ways to deal with depressing and stressful situations.  Although I would rather be out running or taking a walk to relieve stress than having to run on the treadmill yet again....but that's another story.

Yesterday I was SOOOOOOO hungry!  All day.  Like, I could have eaten fish and veggies all day type hungry.  It was the real, physical, my stomach is growling and I feel weak hunger.  So what did I do?  I ate!  I ate good food, but I honored that hunger and ate.  I waited it out to see if it was real and hunger and deciding that it was, I ate.

Before this challenge, I would not have eaten.  I would have been cranky and suffered and made myself starve because that is what I have learned.  I also would, at this point, be frantically counting calories and fat grams and weighing myself and obsessing over every morsel I consumed and how much weight I would gain from eating.  That, my friends, is NOT healthy.

The past 19 days I have found myself really listening to my body and trying to learn what true hunger is, what food really tastes like, when I'm feeling a need to rest and take a break from a workout, when I'm just being lazy, when I need sleep, when I need to take a deep breath and relax.

In the busyness of life and the drive to be perfect, I lost my ability to understand what I need and what my body needs.  Slowing down, really enjoying my food, not pushing myself with longer and faster runs, being still in a yoga pose have made me realize how crazy my life has become.  Katie reminded us yesterday that it's OK to say no - no to food, to a favor, to a job, to a new commitment.  I'm beginning to make some changes in my life and it feels really good!!!

So, even though it's April 19 and snowing, I will be ok.  It will stop.  I will see the sun again.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Day 18   Shall I build an ark?

I can't remember what it's like to have a day with no rain.  It's rained every day for at least the past week, maybe longer.  And it's cold.  It's depressing.

I've noticed that my fellow Whole30 challengers are beginning to feel stressed and tempted.  The posts in our Facebook group have been about how difficult these days have been for them and I am right there myself!  I've noticed that everywhere I go, people are a little more cranky and impatient, I hear of headaches and coughs, and it's been difficult to get my kids out of bed.  It's depressing, and it makes me want to hunker down and eat gooey food.

One would think that by day 18, it would be easier, but this mid point is just as difficult as those early days.  I feel better physically, but I seem to be more tempted and have more cravings.  I keep telling myself that it will pass and eat more celery.  What am I craving?  Mostly wine!  I think some of that is from the habit I had developed of having a glass (or more) most evenings after work.  And I would love to have a muffin some morning; not a typical muffin, but one with almond flour and honey.

I think some of the cravings are really a craving for being outside and getting some sun.  If I could get out and take a walk or start my garden, I really believe that I wouldn't even be thinking about food.  I've always known that I have some issues with seasonal depression and how the sun affects my mood, but I'm feeling it more strongly right now.

All of these are good lessons.  Learning how food affects me, my moods, my life will help me to make better choices for myself and my family.  Learning to find ways to deal with times of stress and the weather related blues in something other than food and wine is hard, but so worth it in the long run.  


Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Day 10 and a couple of lessons learned

First......HELLO DAY 10!!!!

One third down, two-thirds of the challenge left.  The last 10 days have been eye opening for me and I've already learned quite a bit about my body, my needs, and wasting time.

So, about those lessons learned.....number one is I need to eat a big breakfast.  I was in a hurry yesterday morning; I had to help in the 3rd grader's class and I had baked muffins because we had a house guest and wanted to have a little something different for them.  I looked at the clock and realized that I was running out of time AND I had not eaten, so I threw half a banana, some berries, some walnuts, and some coconut in a bowl and ate that.  By the time lunch rolled around, I was starving.  I was pretty much hungry all day!!!  And you know that "I could eat fish and veggies" criteria for hunger?  Well, yes, I could have eaten fish and veggies if I had any fish in the house.

So after yoga today, I will definitely be eating something more substantial and filling than fruit and nuts.  I'm sure that the handful of nuts on the fruit wasn't nearly enough protein and that I overloaded my body with sugar/carbs from the fruit.  Lesson learned.

Another thing I learned....I need more sleep.  I've been going to bed around 10 or 10:30 every night since the challenge began and waking up at my usual 6 am.  My pre-challenge bedtime?  Oh, around midnight, sometimes 12:30.  No wonder I was always cranky and hungry!!!  I really need those eight hours of sleep and I'm trying to make it a point to get into bed by 10.  It makes a huge difference in my day and I've also noticed that I don't have any cravings when I get adequate sleep.  I've read about this for years, but I'm stubborn and don't want to take advice.  Ok...second lesson learned.

Finally, I was drinking entirely too much wine.  That nightly glass of wine was my best friend.  Truthfully, some nights it was more like 3 or 4 glasses.  But all of that wine was interrupting my sleep patterns, making me fat, and causing me to waste time.  Instead of drinking a glass (or more) after work now, I've been reading and knitting and ironing and prepping food for the next day.  It's amazing how much more productive I've been!  Now, after the challenge is over, I'm sure I will still have an occasional glass with friends or for a special dinner, but one glass will be it from now on.  I don't like mixed drinks and beer upsets my stomach, so only wine for me.

Now off to yoga and then to my good breakfast!!!

Sunday, April 7, 2013

DAY 7!!!  One whole WEEK down!!

Wow!!!  It's been an incredible seven days on this challenge now and I am feeling really good today!!  It's sunny, which is a tremendous help, and I got nearly nine hours of sleep last night, which NEVER happens.  I'm not cranky or hungry or shaky this morning, and  I seem to have quite a bit of energy.

Yesterday was the first yoga/meditation class that is part of this challenge.  The lovely miss Katie Hill (http://www.katie-hill.com) our fabulous coach and constant cheerleader, led us through a series of sun salutations, poses, and lots of twists that felt so good in that hot room.  Some of the group had never been to a yoga class before and some had never been to a hot yoga class before.  They all did such a great job and really hung it....it was awesome!!!

After class we had a time of sharing and asking questions and giving tips.  It was so nice to hear the other runners in the room talk about how difficult it had been for them to run last week.  All of us had the same experience....that "my legs are like lead" feeling.  One person said that he went out for a 4 mile run and had to walk most of it.

So after some coffee and reading the paper, I decided that I would try another short run this morning.  It was great!  I didn't feel as though I was running through mud and made my 3 miles in good shape and good time.  I may actually make that half marathon next month.

I have steaks out defrosting for dinner tonight.  Because it's finally fairly warm AND this is the only nice day we are supposed to have this week, we are going to grill out!!!  I also plan on doing some cooking prep for the week.  I've got my menu planned and my food in the fridge.....time to chop and do some cooking.

Because it was a late morning, I had brunch around 11.  I made a scramble with onion, leftover spaghetti squash, spinach, a chicken sausage, and eggs.  I added some salt and pepper and a little marjoram and thyme.  It was delicious!!!  Mr. Helen had a bite and said it was great, but I didn't share...hahaha!!  There were some berries about to go bad in the fridge, so I had those and some coffee.  Very good and filling!!! 

Lily had a friend spend the night and they wanted donuts this morning.  That box sitting there hasn't even tempted me, and I do LOVE donuts.  Actually, the only thing that is tempting me right now is bananas.  I want to eat an entire bunch.  How boring is that?

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Hello, Day 6!!

I can't believe the first week of this challenge is almost over.  It hasn't been an easy week and I have definitely felt some detox results, but I have also won some battles against cravings and negative feelings.  And I haven't stepped on the scale once.

I have attempted this challenge before.  The Whole30 program is available online and in the book "It Starts With Food" by Dallas and Melissa Hartwig.  I first found it last fall after doing some research on the Paleo diet and reading the book "Wheat Belly."  Both books make a very convincing case against the consumption of grains with pretty solid science.  "Wheat Belly" is written by a cardiologist, Dr. William Davis, and he has been very successful treating heart patients with a diet of no grains.  That caught my attention - there is a connection with the over consumption of grains and heart disease!

Both diets strictly forbid sugar, also.  No one needs a scientific study to know that sugar is bad....artificial sweeteners are just as bad.  Well, anything artificial is bad, and our bodies don't recognize it as food.

The problem with grains is the inflammation they cause in the body.  When the body is in a constant state of inflammation, disease occurs.  It's like a cut that never heals.  That cut will eventually get infected and disgusting and it will take drastic measures to try to heal it.  That's our bodies on grains....a cut that never heals.

Anyway, I was NOT successful doing Whole30 on my own.  It's not an easy transition and without people looking over my shoulder and pushing me along, I lasted 4 days.  I tried it again, but it was over Thanksgiving, so that was a no go!!

This time I am determined!  Besides, I would have to admit failure to all of you, and that would pretty much be a total embarrassment, causing me to never show my face in public again.

Today is also our first yoga/meditation session in conjunction with this challenge.  I'm anxious to see how my fellow challengers are doing, and to some great yoga!

Dinner tonight is spaghetti squash and these fabulous meatballs.  They are truly the BEST meatballs I have ever eaten!!  I found this on Mom Gone Paleo a few months back and they are often requested in my house now.  http://momgonepaleo.com/my-new-favorite-crockpot-paleo-meatball-recipe-i-outdid-
myself-this-time/.  You must try them!

Friday, April 5, 2013

The big 5-0.....

Fifty.  It's a middle age.  It's close to 60.  My kids are grown and moving away.  I don't need a minivan anymore.  I can no longer sport a hoodie with "Hollister" on it.

But it doesn't mean that life is over, that I stop growing and learning and creating.  It's a new beginning in many ways.  What can I do to celebrate this new decade of my life?  What big, major, exciting task can I accomplish to mark this time in my life?

While I was in the shower this morning, I had an idea.  It's a year leading up to my 50th birthday, so to mark the occasion, I am going to embark on a journey of change.  Every month, I will take on a new challenge...thirty days of something new.

I've already started this month with the Whole30 Challenge, a program to improve my diet, my relationship with food, my relationship with my body.  I started blogging about it on my other blog, but I will move those thoughts and experiences over to this one.  It's only day 5 of the program, so I don't have much catching up to do.

After this, I will take on 11 more challenges.  I know that one is to unplug from Facebook and other social media sites for a month.  I'm not sure about the other months.  I need suggestions.  Can you help me?  Give me some ideas of what I should do...what can I learn in a month, get rid of for a month, new fitness routine for a month.  The only guidelines are that it can't be illegal, it can't go against my religious beliefs, and it can't require me to leave my home.  (I do have a family and a job!)

I'm excited about the next year.  I'm excited to share it and to see where life takes me by my 50th birthday.  I plan on a big party to celebrate the day and all of the lessons I learn this year.